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- THE PHASES OF THE MOON
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- i{An old man cocked his car upon a bridge;}
- i{He and his friend, their faces to the South,}
- i{Had trod the uneven road. Their hoots were soiled,}
- i{Their Connemara cloth worn out of shape;}
- i{They had kept a steady pace as though their beds,}
- i{Despite a dwindling and late-risen moon,}
- i{Were distant still. An old man cocked his ear.}
- i{Aherne.} What made that Sound?
- i{Robartes.} A rat or water-hen
- Splashed, or an otter slid into the stream.
- We are on the bridge; that shadow is the tower,
- And the light proves that he is reading still.
- He has found, after the manner of his kind,
- Mere images; chosen this place to live in
- Because, it may be, of the candle-light
- From the far tower where Milton's Platonist
- Sat late, or Shelley's visionary prince:
- The lonely light that Samuel Palmer engraved,
- An image of mysterious wisdom won by toil;
- And now he seeks in book or manuscript
- What he shall never find.
- i{Ahernc.} Why should not you
- Who know it all ring at his door, and speak
- Just truth enough to show that his whole life
- Will scarcely find for him a broken crust
- Of all those truths that are your daily bread;
- And when you have spoken take the roads again?
- i{Robartes.} He wrote of me in that extravagant style
- He had learnt from pater, and to round his tale
- Said I was dead; and dead I choose to be.
- i{Aherne.} Sing me the changes of the moon once more;
- True song, though speech: "mine author sung it me.'
- i{Robartes.} Twenty-and-eight the phases of the moon,
- The full and the moon's dark and all the crescents,
- Twenty-and-eight, and yet but six-and-twenty
- The cradles that a man must needs be rocked in:
- For there's no human life at the full or the dark.
- From the first crescent to the half, the dream
- But summons to adventure and the man
- Is always happy like a bird or a beast;
- But while the moon is rounding towards the full
- He follows whatever whim's most difficult
- Among whims not impossible, and though scarred.
- As with the cat-o'-nine-tails of the mind,
- His body moulded from within his body
- Grows comelier. Eleven pass, and then
- Athene takes Achilles by the hair,
- Hector is in the dust, Nietzsche is born,
- Because the hero's crescent is the twelfth.
- And yet, twice born, twice buried, grow he must,
- Before the full moon, helpless as a worm.
- The thirteenth moon but sets the soul at war
- In its own being, and when that war's begun
- There is no muscle in the arm; and after,
- Under the frenzy of the fourteenth moon,
- The soul begins to tremble into stillness,
- To die into the labyrinth of itself!
- i{Aherne.} Sing out the song; sing to the end, and sing
- The strange reward of all that discipline.
- i{Robartes.} All thought becomes an image and the soul
- Becomes a body: that body and that soul
- Too perfect at the full to lie in a cradle,
- Too lonely for the traffic of the world:
- Body and soul cast out and cast away
- Beyond the visible world.
- i{Aherne.} All dreams of the soul
- End in a beautiful man's or woman's body.
- i{Robartes,} Have you not always known it?
- i{Aherne.} The song will have it
- That those that we have loved got their long fingers
- From death, and wounds, or on Sinai's top,
- Or from some bloody whip in their own hands.
- They ran from cradle to cradle till at last
- Their beauty dropped out of the loneliness
- Of body and soul.
- i{Robartes.} The lover's heart knows that.
- i{Aherne.} It must be that the terror in their eyes
- Is memory or foreknowledge of the hour
- When all is fed with light and heaven is bare.
- i{Robartes.} When the moon's full those creatures of the
- full
- Are met on the waste hills by countrymen
- Who shudder and hurry by: body and soul
- Estranged amid the strangeness of themselves,
- Caught up in contemplation, the mind's eye
- Fixed upon images that once were thought;
- For separate, perfect, and immovable
- Images can break the solitude
- Of lovely, satisfied, indifferent eyes.
- i{And thereupon with aged, high-pitched voice}
- i{Aherne laughed, thinking of the man within,}
- i{His sleepless candle and lahorious pen.}
- i{Robartes.} And after that the crumbling of the moon.
- The soul remembering its loneliness
- Shudders in many cradles; all is changed,
- It would be the world's servant, and as it serves,
- Choosing whatever task's most difficult
- Among tasks not impossible, it takes
- Upon the body and upon the soul
- The coarseness of the drudge.
- i{Aherne.} Before the full
- It sought itself and afterwards the world.
- i{Robartes.} Because you are forgotten, half out of life,
- And never wrote a book, your thought is clear.
- Reformer, merchant, statesman, learned man,
- Dutiful husband, honest wife by turn,
- Cradle upon cradle, and all in flight and all
- Deformed because there is no deformity
- But saves us from a dream.
- i{Aherne.} And what of those
- That the last servile crescent has set free?
- i{Robartes.} Because all dark, like those that are all light,
- They are cast beyond the verge, and in a cloud,
- Crying to one another like the bats;
- And having no desire they cannot tell
- What's good or bad, or what it is to triumph
- At the perfection of one's own obedience;
- And yet they speak what's blown into the mind;
- Deformed beyond deformity, unformed,
- Insipid as the dough before it is baked,
- They change their bodies at a word.
- i{Aherne.} And then?
- i{Rohartes.} When all the dough has been so kneaded up
- That it can take what form cook Nature fancies,
- The first thin crescent is wheeled round once more.
- i{Aherne.} But the escape; the song's not finished yet.
- i{Robartes.} Hunchback and Saint and Fool are the last
- crescents.
- The burning bow that once could shoot an arrow
- Out of the up and down, the wagon-wheel
- Of beauty's cruelty and wisdom's chatter --
- Out of that raving tide -- is drawn betwixt
- Deformity of body and of mind.
- i{Aherne.} Were not our beds far off I'd ring the bell,
- Stand under the rough roof-timbers of the hall
- Beside the castle door, where all is stark
- Austerity, a place set out for wisdom
- That he will never find; I'd play a part;
- He would never know me after all these years
- But take me for some drunken countryman:
- I'd stand and mutter there until he caught
- "Hunchback and Sant and Fool,' and that they came
- Under the three last crescents of the moon.
- And then I'd stagger out. He'd crack his wits
- Day after day, yet never find the meaning.
- i{And then he laughed to think that what seemed hard}
- i{Should be so simple -- a bat rose from the hazels}
- i{And circled round him with its squeaky cry,}
- i{The light in the tower window was put out.}
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